not quite ready

hello to all,
this has got to be one of the most deserted blogs that you come across. a dear friend did comment saying something like, "how do you give hope, if there are no new posts?" well, here i am once again penning my thoughts. ok, maybe not my thoughts in it's entirety since i would like to think myself as a very reserved person. some may beg to differ.

i remember it so clearly. a week ago, i had all my bags packed, luggages weighed, clothes that were set apart to be worn for the remainder of my trip, all laid out. it seemed too soon to part with family, friends and surroundings that i've been so familiar with. you may think it weird, but, i've NEVER really felt homesick before. it has always been, that, home is where God wants me to be for that season.

today, i'm still here in the motherland. the statement does not change. Melbourne, you will be my home for the season, but i'm not quite ready. Give me a few more days. Please wait for my return. (not like you have a choice)

for now, Malaysia, you are my home even if it's only for a few more days. Bring me the best that you have to offer!

ta.